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︎︎︎ October 20th, 2023 ︎︎︎




The slow steps at the start of a long project feel daunting: I cleaned out my office today, it feels just like when we moved in. I’ve just got weeks of sanding ahead of me before it’s no longer empty. 

Considering that being away from Roby for longer than 15 minutes feels insane, and I have about 25 hours of sanding ahead of me, I’ve got loads of feeling insane to look forward to. 

Plus, all of that insanity is so that I can have a private space, or something like that. I love taking care of Roby and Abby, which is of course, the same thing, it’s not only necessary, it’s something I profoundly enjoy. I do not enjoy sanding.

It’ll be difficult to prioritize the build.
It’ll be difficult to prioritize anything over her.
That’s a good thing.

Bozo