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︎︎︎ November 18th, 2024 ︎︎︎
November 18th, 2023

Projects

I’ve been terrible with my projects. Not keeping up at all. I’ve made a few icons, which kept my attention for a while, but I have things I really ought to actually get done, like my sisters bench which I’m telling myself I’ll finish for Christmas. It might happen. I’m just terribly busy, and mustering up the strength to get out into the barn in the cold night with a head lamp to sand just isn’t coming together. I’m being lame. Maybe I’ll get it together to sand on my breaks, or to get out there at night. I’ve got a cough right now and so it makes it difficult to think about doing that. Once my cough goes away, yeah.

Probably not. 
Winter’s for doing a bit less, I think. 
But I’ve got so much to do, like finishing Roby’s room and the guest room and mia’s bench. So much to do and no time to do it.

It was easy to think about doing things on the long term, a bit here, a bit there, adding on slowly over time, when I felt like I had loads of time to stick around in a place, but it seems like maybe I don’t. But with the newfound desire to sell my house and move some place else, well, I don’t have forever to do built ins and grow the place, and in fact, that’s a bit of a silly thing to do, isn’t it? Not like they add much resale value to the place, and some people might actually hate it. My taste is far from universal, it’s pretty funky even, real funky perhaps. 

Who’s to say. 
What’s to do?
I’d like to make Roby’s room cooler.
I’d like to make the whole place as cool as I can. 

Yours &c.          Bozo