I wanted to leave by three to get to my class, to settle in at the monastery and chat with people. I was waiting for Roby to get up before I went, and when she did I went to get her, but she fell asleep on my chest and we spent a good long while in bed snoozing together. I was delayed by close to an hour and a half, it was just fantastic. The best ever. 

I’ve had to leave her once or twice for work, and I’m leaving her now for this class. This time is the longest time away from her that I’ll have had to endure so far. 

I’ll have plenty to focus on while I’m here. This class, the monastery, the services, the people, the blog, the novel, my reading. I have no shortage of distractions. Even when I’m with her I’ve got my distractions, far too many of them. With my beautiful new goal of trying to start an educational practice I can finally accept that “making content” is not for me. God, what a relief to abandon that kind of cringe nightmare. The only content I’m really interested in, is vide of Roby. 

It’ll be a long week away from her. 
I can’t even really imagine how good it’ll be to see her when I get home.