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︎︎︎ July 23rd, 2024 ︎︎︎
July 23rd, 2023

Waiting &c.

Points of inflection have a way of being awfully stressful. It’s like being at the crux of a lever, being the bend in a rope, the straight part in a spring, it’s stressful by nature. Anyways, I’m tired of waiting to travel across that point and on to the other side, I’ve felt the cusp for a while now, but that other shoe just will not drop. 

I was thinking about an episode of southpark from back in the day where Cartman is waiting for a new videogame console to come out. He decides he cannot endure the wait so he finds a block of ice and freezes himself in it so he can skip the agonizing weeks between him and sweet release. 

I’d be happy to do that, but my waiting isn’t nearly as certain as the release of a corporate video game console. 

We’ll see, and while I won’t freeze myself in ice, I will go to bed early.


Bozo