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︎︎︎ April 8th, 2023 ︎︎︎


A house should be a life long art project. I got to see one like that today. It used to be a bed and breakfast run by a literature professor. It was full of books and wallpaper and things that felt very much like Vermont. 

There was a piano and an organ that squeaked with a sound like a dog whining, but nice. 

The kitchen counter had a big leaf worked with a piano hinge and loads of crooked shelves and jars. 


There was a lot of inspiration there that I hope to take back to my own place. 

The man who made it lives in a nursing home now. With no children there’s nobody to take over the place. He still plans to move back some day,

but he won’t. 

Like my grandfather’s mausoleum, we often plan for lofty futures that have no place in reality. But I gotta say, I’d really like it if a few generations of mine got to enjoy and add on to this home project of mine.

We‘ve all got to live some place, and usually we do our best to make it nice. I’ve always thought it made sense to throw in together, to build and grow and improve and make beautiful a place together, as a family. I’m doing that with Abby, and with the children we hope to bring into the world. 

As my folks grow older I hope they choose to throw in with us, too. They’re such exceptional people capable of making such beauty in space. For them to build that at arms length feels like a waste when we could be making something together. 15 acres is plenty of room. 

Our society is obsessed with the liquification of value. Liquidity’s nice. It’s helpful, it’s easy. But I’d much rather have my moms well loved kitchen next door than any amount of money.  

Bozo