Does this blogging practice make me more productive? Does it count as productivity in and of itself? Writing a blog every takes work, not much, but some. It’s a moment where I’ve got to pull myself out of my automatic nonsense, and that counts for something I think. Does it have to make money to count as being productive? I don’t think so, and this certainly doesn’t, anyway. 

I used to have something like a chip on my shoulder about productivity. I don’t anymore, now I want to be as productive as I can be, which isn’t a ton because I’m lazy. A friend took offense after me calling myself lazy, but I don’t know, she doesn’t live in my head. 

After working, on the house and on work, most of what I want to do after Roby and Abby go to bed is play some sort of video game that doesn’t use all that much of my brain. If I can listen to an audiobook while I play, that’d be best. 

I think I’d like to fight that habit. 

These few hours at night are precious, precious few, and precious private. I ought to use them productivly, but that’s tough. Gotta learn to code, gotta learn to code, gotta learn to code.